Lost in The Ashes of Time ..

Here I am,Lost in the light of the moon,
that comes through my window ..

Here I am,Lost in the ashes of time, but who wants tomorrow?

Bathed in blue, the walls of my memory divide the thorns from the roses,Its you whose the closest ..

Can You Bring Me Back to Life ?

If only you could see the tears
In the world you left behind..

If only you could heal my heart
Just one more time..

Even when I close my eyes
There is an image of your face..

Once again I come to realize
I'll have to live to make you live..

But I will give my life away
If you don't wish me to smile..

Because my heart keeps asking you
What on earth will you do about me, love..

What will you do..
To bring me back to live..

What will you do..
Except coming to me..

What will you do..
You have no choice left
As I have no hope left ..

Few Pages Of My Diary ..

When The Internal all Bleeds,Then The Only Left is " Words "
..Nothing Much to Reveal,Except a sOul ..The Lost sOul.

" All hOpe abOndned,whO enters Here "

Here I Go,Because I knOw I am DestIneD tO Move On .. =)

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- That Was The Very first Page Of My Diary ..
 I Wont Feel Weird to Share Some Moments With Everybody over Here ..

Because,EveryOne dO go thrOugh all These Periods ..

Let me Start,With My Own things,The Few Pages,sOcked in Tears .. =)

Because , This is Fate ..

Everytime I'm nearly over you
You show up, and ruin everything
We weren't even anything serious
Just a silly fling

But it meant something to me
You were my first kiss
You shattered my heart and stabbed my back
And I'll never forgive you for this..

How dare you take advantage of me
Just to see how far you'd get
I wish she'd never introduced us
I wish we never met

Cause then when I'd see you
I wouldn't want to puke
You make me feel so happy, then so sad
Now i feel like ill never find someone else
That, that was just a fluke

You made me so self conscious
You made me feel ugly
You made me feel like "you could do better"
but at least now i can say I'm free

I might not've caused this freedom
but it sure as hell feels great
Maybe we'll meet again one day
Maybe we wont ..

Its up to fate ...

The Game of Hearts

The tangled webs that life may bring falls away to love,
To have and to hold til death do us part even when push comes to shove..

Everything that I do and say comes with nothing but true sincerity.
Together we’ll make the world ours have a love that brings real prosperity.
I truly believe forever will be nothing but real bliss..

Each day that I awake, I can’t wait to feel the passion in your kiss.
Our lives that we’ll lead will bring love that others only dream of.

You are the one that brings prosperity to my life and our love.
Forever I give myself to you always on my bended knee. .

My love is yours, my life is yours, because you have set me free ..

Why Cant You see Me Cring ?

Watching you go is slowly killing me inside
To see the pain you suffer, it just isn't right
I find myself crying though you're still here.
One day you won't be, and that's my greatest fear.

So I soak up the moments I still have with you.
And regret the ones I lost when I had better things to do.
I know there are things I can never make up for,
And still somewhere inside you loved me all the more

This only makes it harder to accept that you'll be gone.
How am I supposed to get up and keep moving on?
You've been here my entire life in many memories.
One day I'll make new ones and you won't be with me.

When I have a question, where do I run too?
For all of these years, that person's been you.
When I have a fear, who will chase it away?
I'm shrinking by the minute, dying by the day.

How many I love you's can I fit in before you go?
There will never be enough, and sadly this I know.
For the sake of my heart and the thoughts in my mind,
I'll say I love you, one final time..

Broken Friendship = Borken Heart

I'm Sitting here now,
Tears fall down my cheeks,
I can't take this pain no more,
I cant stand these weeps..

Writing from my heart,
As is starts to finally break,
I've been acting so happy,
I can't believe how fake..

I feel the pain at night,
Mostly when I'm alone,
I sit here on my bed,
My heart can no longer be sewn..

I'm looking for a place,
Where i can just get away,
Somewhere where i wont think about you,
Each and everyday.

The friendship necklace we had,
To sides of a heart,
I wore apart of yours around my neck,
you had half my heart from the start.

I guess i didn't realize,
you could cause me so much pain,
But i need to give you back that piece of my heart,
before i slowly go insane..

I'm so sorry things had to end this way,
I guess it wasn't suppose to be,
But please give me back my piece of the heart,
I need it to be free..

Nothing Is Forever..

How many friends have you lost along The way,

How many lovers gone from your sight,
How many times have you broken down in fear,

How many times have you cried yourself to sleep at night.
This world that we live in is far from perfect,
So many things that make it wrong,
Sometimes there's light that brightens up Your day,

But others its been dark all along.
How many times have you left your House crying,
Knowing things will never be the same,
How many times have you had to hide Behind a smile,

Live with a different name.
They say that life's what you make it,
But how can we control death,
One minute we are here living life,
The next out of breathes.

The journey of life confuses me,
Sometimes i just sit and wonder why,
Why do the people we are closest to,
Always have to die???

I Want To Quit this Mean World

The whole world is fake
The faces around us
We all seem to hate
We live a lie
Up until the day we die..

Trying to be someone were not
Not being ourselves
No matter what
All living are lives
As a sharade
Letting our true selves fade and fade..

Why cant we all be real
Tell people how we truly feel
It seems as though
This is how its always gonna be
Not having a true definition of the word Me,
Just simply acting to make ourselves look good
Not being who we are
Like we should ..